Kiss Goodbye

Start from the trip, every time after we meet each other. My heart just feel Happy and no willing to let u go. But is okay, we still can meet after this, the feeling just awhile.

Babe, no matter what they say, no matter what happen around us, we must be strong. True Love need face much of the Problems. we can stay a weak a while, but we must recover back the Weak after that.

I know is hard to meet when holiday. but we still can video call everyday, text and call.

Sometimes, my heart also weak. Is u always give me support. When I'm down, your voice, your smile, your everything will give me power to face the troubles.

Thanks babe... I love u more and more....

Cuz' you're my everything

Babe, when u read this blog, i wanna to say thank a lot to u. Finally we all finish our projects and assignments. is time to enjoy the holiday and celebrate together. thank you controlling me all the time to finish my works. without you, i think i still rush for it. thank you babe.

You know, today i very sad and i dont know what should i do. when u said some sentences to me. i dont like that and it very hurt to me. you are important to me. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU, NO MATTER WHAT YOU CHANGE; MY HEART, NEVER EVER CHANGE. AND I WILL BE MORE STRONGER FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I WANNA SAY.

BECAUSE YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING. from this, i will give me my love to u, i will not care what happen to u, I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU, UNTIL FOREVER....

你是我最深爱的女人，你带给我幸福和快乐。只要你说一声愿意， 所有的未来才有意义

你的爱是我的EVERYTHING。。。。我爱你

3 Moths Anniversary

1.....2.....3......well, the time runs so fast. 3 months for me and babe. 3 months not so long and not so short, but we had fun within this 3 months. This month both of us rushing our own project and assignments. It can say difficult to us, because we not meet each other everyday, because the "busy" is around us.

However we both are busy all the time, but we text all the time. but sometimes we need the time to concentrate on our work, so have to stop and stay in own life. Last weeks was bad experiences to us. Lie, is very bad in life. sometimes when I do decision, i have to lie myself and hide in a box. every times decision make me troubles and sad. but babe do not know what happen, until dig me out only tell the truth. because I just want u focus on your works. besides, babe also hide yourself in a box and cried last week when u miss me...hehe

thank you, hope we can keep longer our relationship until forever. not only forever but is forever ever. I love YOU, my beloved Siew Leng....:)

你是我最深的女人

The time is flying. My Year 1 is gonna end soon. Everyday, we all always rushing our homeworks.

And yet, my babe also rushing her final project also..

however, the busy stuff always around us, but our heart are more strong. I remember that, when Babe did not see my and close to me 1 day, she feel very sad, and cried. I don't know what to do. First time i got the feeling that i can Fall in Love to a Same Person again. that is you, Siew Leng.

thank you, babe. thanks what u give me. thanks everything that u did for me..

When i rushing my work, you will care about me more, because you don't want me get sick and over tired. Same goes to you, when u're stress, i worried u, because u will down and don't have the idea.

thanks your concern..I LOVE MORE and MOre; Day by Day...SIEW LENG<3

Two Months

Photo: took at College Studio, when helping Vinsze.

is cute and natural. haha...we Like this Photo

Photo: This photo was edit by myself..is Cute? haha

my babe like it so much, and she laugh non stop when saw it.

The time runs so fast, Me and my babe already in relationship two months.

someone said that we are weird, because do not have quarrel at all, but i feel that is better that quarrel. Quarrel will make people hurt and depress. Im glad that we have a happy time. Whatever I do is worth for you. much of the memories we made within this 2 months. Yet, we will make more memories in the future. Sweet memories...hahaahha..shall we?

no matter where are u, i will beside u.

no matter what happen to u, i will give u fully supports and helps.

no matter how are u, i will take good care of u.

not only because u are my girlfriend, beside that,you're my everything...

we will busy all the time, but we will never forgot to take care each other.
thanks what u did, thanks everything u gave...I Love u, Babe..(^.^)

Oh Yeah, sorry that sometime im over active. hahaha. And thanks to u control me all the time..hehe..when i lose control, u will beside me.. thanks..^^

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

today is awesome day for me and U. Siew Leng... i found that songs can make people touching and fall in love, even my voice is not good, but sing with real heart, u will get touch....

today is the first time i sang lot of songs for U, not only our Main Song "Just The Way You Are". and Babe told me that : finally u sang to me!! hahaha...babe, i sang before to u, but u forgot already...hehee
:P

awesome...when i sang Forever Love by LeeHom..Babe was start closing her eyes, and suddenly her tears came out...i stunned and dont know why....
and my Soh Po said Xie Xie Ni...hehe....

Siew Leng, i need to thanks to u also...thanks u give me a chance, thanks let me know u, thanks everything u did for me, thanks everything...hehe....

Please Hold yOur Tears..(^.^)


Love You, Babe <3

Awesome February.

At First, i had a awesome Month for 2011. Begin Chinese New Year, at the end of the month have a good memories for me and U...February is awesome Month....hahahha....The good thing keep happening around me. and i feel happy.

After the Chinese New Year, i back to Bandar Utama, everyday can see u and talk with u, i felt happy. haha. Furthermore, my ARU　Degree Year 1 Semester 1 came out already....whoooww...is great to saw that, because i got the good results, hahhahaa

Business Law, C, 58 marks..( 2 more marks i can get B)

LSD, A, 71 marks....nice!!

BE, B, 62 marks...woowhooo...

Awesome, I DID IT......

And today we took photo already...for the first time we took photo together...

OMG....first PIC we TOOK><

After the Chinese New Year

After the Chinese New Year, i don't what i doing now...hahahaha...During Chinese New Year, nothing to do and bit boring...BUT at least have some fun with me Family and My BABE...

today didnt see U, i cannot concentrate on what im did... watching 下一站幸福 also cannot Concentrate，my mind all shown up your face...OMG......after back from hometown, everyday can meet with U, I felt happy, happy and happy.... the word that i can use is HAPPY...hahahahaha

WHY??? because Happy..==

haha....

CNY is end soon...and i need to focus on my study again...OMG...9K words....celaka...@@

Long Long Long time didn't update my blog

Firstly, im gonna say sorry to myself, OMG, don't know since when i didn't update my blog...

At this time, is end of Jan of 2011. i was started my Degree Semester 2. time running so fast. blink the eyes, is the new year, new situation, new generation....lol, sound like serious man.. haha...
new life for me, and this year hope can be happy everyday...

thank you everyone, because u all beside me and helping me...

early of this year, im fall in love again..the person that so lucky is Siew Leng, haha...i don't know since when im started to care about her. even thought we seldom to meet together, but we got text each other.
im found a funny thing, actually i dunno she like me, and she dunno whether im like her or not... so we keep quiet. until 25 Jan, OMG, Vinze told me she like me.. im stunned at there..sei lo, i dunno what should i do.. Vinze asking me take action lo, no need to wait lo...ahhahha....
funny lo.... like drama...==

but anyway, finally we are together... meanwhile, i would like to thanks to u all, especially
Siew Leng,.. u give me a chance and i promise u, i will treat u very very very good.. like Ming's comments....... haha....

Paing Jian Wen. Do you take this woman, Chiang Siew Leng,to be your lawful wedded girlfriend,to live together in the estate of matrimony? Will you love her, honor her, comfort her and keep her in sickness and in health, and forsaking all others, be true to her as long as you both shall live?

the answer is Yes, I Do

will u? ^^

为什么？

为什么我的心情如此暴躁？如此的不爽？
刚起来看到Facebook的留言， 竟然看到了一些令人火爆的的留言！！
我的助学金昨天才得到通知说已经通过接受了。 我当然要问看看朋友需要什么啊。
我问我姐姐又怎样，那是几年前的事，和现在一样吗？难道政府就不会更改吗？ 政治都会更改了，难道他们的需求就不会更改吗？真是的！

竟然留言和我说，该做些什么，为什么不在一个月前给弄好的。也不早准备。哇，难道我知道要准备什么吗？ 马来西亚的政府就不会变动吗？要求就不会改变吗？ 我当然要问刚申请的朋友啊。不然怎么知道需要准备什么的。

每次都是这样无端端的被训，难道就没站在我的立场想吗？ 不是埋怨或什么，我也是人，我也是有感受的。

人的脾气毛病真的很多。因为一些事而生气，动粗。我该怎么办？我能把这些不开心忘记，可是不代表我不会发疯。一时的生气能让一个人导致死亡啊。。

2010青年班-道之宗旨

2010-8-14/15 这两天是青年班。首先要感谢的是仙佛的保护，因为在13号也就是青年班的前一天，后学遇上了车祸，所幸没发生严重受伤。否则今年再次不能再和各位相聚了。每次参加青年班的感觉都好像一样，不过内容都不一样。
再次感谢林姐佳慧再次邀请后学到这次的青年班，每次都是您第一位邀请后学。后学其实也是碰巧放假了，所以能参加。后学好象是1年多没回佛堂了，所以都把一小部分一小部分的礼节道理也有点忘了，然后就借此机会回去复习和大家相聚一下。还有还是要感谢给为前线从远方的到来为我们办青年班。感谢 候姐，徐姐，李兄，陈兄，邓姐，还有各位前贤们。
在这次的青年班，学到的东西虽然不是全部，但是真正的道理也学到了，也记住了。 道之宗旨非常重要，宗旨另个意思也算是目标吧。我们得道后就要完成目标，不管是多么的艰苦，还是得完成它。孝，悌，忠，信，礼，仪，廉，耻，这八德在我们日常生活中必须做到的吧。道之宗旨也有提到，孝父母，重师尊，信朋友，和相邻。
每天的生活里，八德在我们生活当中都不离不弃。人啊，必须修行。要有修，也要有行，所以才会得。这地球也将近尾声了，再过不久也要毁灭了，不知是仙佛预知得到，就连现在的科学家也预算到了。200年的时间，在这200年的时间，请各位必须赶快找回自己回家的路，地球也只是暂时的家，我们的家说远不远，说近不近，只要找到正确的方向，正确的路，再加上修行，这样就能回到家了。不管你是什么身份地位，不管有多忙多没空，尽量找到正确的方向。

再次感谢各位前线的努力和付出，后学在此再次感谢各位。希望我们一起努力，为老师担当一些责任，帮组其他人找回方向。然后我们大家就能一起回家。
我们下次再见咯。。保重咯，各位前贤。加油！！！

Long Time did't update my bold......

long time didn't update my blog already...because busy in my presentation and assignment...and one more is because lazy to update....hehe....
Im finish my presentation in Sem 2 already.....finally finish all....now prepare for the final exam...

And i noticed that...human must get enough sleeping...if not, almost wanna die...
The weather is very weird now...sometime very hot, sometime very cold...and cause people easy get sick...my family, my friend, get sick...hope they can cure as soon as possible...

haha...oh ya, now my room add another person already...he is my friend, Steven...Welcome...hope u enjoy in student house....LOL....

Goodbye My Best Friend,ELIN

i dunno how to express my feeling, let me use Chinese to explain it better...:)


真的不知要怎么形容我的心情，这星期听到她（ELIN）突然说停学不读了，要回去Sibu完成她的梦想，我想这是她的选择，没人能阻止，突然的决定真的让人没心情，下星期开始没有她在班上的出现，我想各位会很不习惯吧？尤其是Mei Yee，Sook Min & Me...因为我们都坐在一起。。。haiz....
回想起去年刚开学，大家都很害羞的一起念书，也没多说几句话。。自从English radio Assignment,我和你的认识也更深了，变得有话谈，变成好朋友了。。。虽然大家一班的相处不是很久，也那么短短的几个月，我想也不会忘记有你的存在，因为我们都是好朋友，就算你在家乡也好，在哪里都好，电话开着，电脑开着，24小时都能联络，希望你不会忘记我们这一班FC41。
很荣幸能成为你的朋友，也很高兴你成为我的朋友，希望我们都能保持联络，希望能和你再次拥有相逢的机会，珍重再见，注意健康哦！！！加油！！




还真的不舍得哦。。。呵呵^^记得我们相处的时刻哦！！

开学前一天

明天就要开学了，在这假期过得真的好，家里多了一只小狗，不知它好吗，一天没和它玩真的还不舍，希望你健康哦，等我回去再和你玩吧！！突然也很想家，不知为什么，人总是这样，在的时候不珍惜，离开了才来懂得珍惜。。。。
今天很早就上来了，因为要为姑姑庆祝生日，80岁，希望他都身体健康。。。
新的一年到来，我也没什么好说，因为新的一年也没怎样，日子也要照样过，开心与不开心的事也会来临，该面对的也要面对。。。尽力就好。。。我也不要求什么，只要求平安。。
不知为什么，最近也总是心不在焉，也不知自己的方向在哪里了。。。越来越模糊，越来越失去理智，希望能尽快找回自己的方向走回出去，跨越这苦难。。。

愿 各位平安， 幸福快乐
也希望大家尽快找回自己的路，时间不多了。。。能帮的我会尽量帮大家。。。要尽量找回自己的路来修，不然真的来不及咯。。。。加油

You're not sorry-Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

The annual Christmas~~

hmmm...Christmas is over d,now waiting for NEW YEAR 2010...dunno wat will happen in 2010...hope all will b ok n happy...and hope my family n friends all happy is 2010...wnt happen quarrel, fighting..etc...
i hope i got chance to back to temple in 2010...cause long time din back adi...n long time didn't see them...
hope i can pass my course...hehe..so many wishes o...
hahahaha...by the way, now i finished reading The Last Lecture adi...so good...n quite nice oso....

this year Christmas im very happy,cause i countdown with her, hahaha...

2009 over soon, in this year i made a lot of friends, in NS, KBU, outside. n many interesting happens....happy,sad,stress,funny,hurt,injured...etc...cannot tell more..haha...good luck in 2010!! HAPPY NEW　YEAR...goodbye 2009( actually in my life oni get once time 2009, so no need goodbye...) hahahaha

Chirstmas Break!

Christmas break start from 18 Dec 2009-3 Jan 2010... During tis holiday, i think i cannot rest like sem break, bcoz i need to prepare for my essay, presentation, report, and my assignment... haiz...y holidaying oso need give many homework!!! like no have holiday for us... but anyway, i think i'll plan my time to play n rest...
long time didn't update my blog adi, bcoz of the internet, n assignment...i just get the internet since last 2 weeks.after that rushing my assignment oso..the stupid account, haiz....she wan me all die la...give 2 assignment then date line is 1 week, wasai, u think v very smart isit? plus the PIO's outline, so hard to do it..
PIO cause me din sleep well..n felt very stress during process... by the way, now finish the outline le, doing my essay now...

Let's talk about my feeling..hmmmm, during tis time, i feel stress when the assignment is given..until i quarrel with my friend.. but tis is not my fault...she was found something to quarrel with me during the time i felt stress... so at that time i just said not friend anymore...nvm la, miss tis friend oso feel nothing de...i dun care about it.talk with her, felt like waste my time & waste my energy to talk with her.. talk more oso dunno what i said... this kind of ppl will make ppl crazy oni....DAMN!!!

i dunno y, sometimes feel stress wan to talk with others, but when i wan talk,the brain will automatic stopped me...so i oso dunno what will happening to me oso....

ENJOY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!

Since start 2nd,i seldom to online... this is because, i don't have any internet to use anymore...last week i went to registered a streamxy, but now they still haven come to do it...i don't why.... why christ they just register in this week, they can get it already, but we already 1 week....what the hell you are??!!! STUPIDＴＭ．．．don't make me to complain to your main company!
i give u 1 more week...if u haven come, i'll complain....

because no internet, then i cannot do my homework..

haiz....

dunno y, now feel like no mood n bit stress...i dunno how to say oso..cause is complicated....

新的学期将到来^^

16th Nov....这天就是我的第二学期开学了。。。时间剩下一个星期。。。不知新的学期有怎样的变化，也不知有什么趣味的事情发生。。。
一切都希望在掌握之内，功课也希望能应付得来。更重要的是要朝着自己的目标前进，《一个人能接受失败，但绝不能轻易放弃》目标就在眼前，勇敢的往上爬，一切就如你所愿。。。
NBA也有全新的赛季了，这次LA Lakers好像有点退步了，不知能不能保持他们冠军。。。加油啊。。。Kobe, u can do it!!!.
人生目标，伴侣目标，地位目标，金钱目标。。。全都是目标，人生就要做出这么多目标，搞什么啊？唉，选择会让人辛苦，选择会让人懊恼，选择会让人愤怒，开心。。。。凭自己的直觉就好啦！！！
just do it!!!(nike) It's on me!!!(adidas)

happy holiday!

kem kem... FC 41 final exam finish already on 29/10/2009...
now everyone keep resting now,cause the examination make us din sleep well n very stress for us...dunno y,after the exam i still scare about the result...may b will resit some paper...hope all can pass!! :)
now im at hometown resting n get enough sleeping....hehe
quite boring oso in hometown....nvm, i can online tats ok le...haha...
2 more weeks i'll start my 2nd sem...hopefully the next subject can interesting some more...especially the 2 new subject...n i hope can get more new friend in next sem....

i din see Christ, Simon, n Tiffiny 1 weeks adi...bit miss them...haha...wei,ask the time move faster,then v can meet le...hahaha

n good luck for my friend tat wan sit for SPM...n my friend still study in college...gambateh!!!

keep contact oo...hope can see u all on 16/11/2009...hahaha